ptsd – Meadow

April 22, 2025

Unpredictability and Mental Health

If I were to draw a picture of what it feels like moving through life with CPTSD, it would be the image of a person walking on a balance beam that is resting on a ship that is sailing across the ocean. To experience it, the waves below are of varying sizes. Sometimes they rock

Little Me/Selective Mutism

I was a complete dorky nerd, and I have carried that identity with me as an adult. I gravitate toward the strange and fringe, thanks to a combination of general curiosity and outsider feelings. If there’s a core component to my personality that I’ve held since childhood, it would be the strong desire to be

Gotta Start Somewhere

This blog is basically something that I’ve considered, started and stopped at many points in my life. I’ve always been torn between the desire to share my experience – hoping that it will help someone else, and feeling like writing about myself is just the most annoying, self-indulgent thing to do. With that said, I